An arrow from the gods! Did I greet it?

(Crime and Punishment mash-up)

An arrow from the gods! Did I greet it?
Pinned by my frontal lobe to the wall
a man beyond the limit of his endurance
empty of coherent replies

my heart is a weasel in its burrow home
escaping some larger carnivore, I feel her
in my sinews, her words ride my spinal cord
like a chill, in my semi-delirium.

My soul is a clockwork animation
I feel no more than psychology.
At another time, I was a prophet
I have ideas enough to draw a crowd.

Meek and mournful, now I sit
by the poker machines, preaching restraint
they kicked me out like an old drunk
If she were here they’d never dream it.

I have her photograph in my breast pocket
I wear it to warm myself to the world
I’m used to carrying on.
Beware gods! I’ve a warrior for ya!

Why should I stay any longer?
Why should I deprive the ground
of my majestic tranquillity?
Why should I spare the worms my charm?

Show me the tip of your finger
I will tell you the fate of your family
fate is an arduous business
I know only what is possible.

Life is full of absurd suppositions
I am one man. I can never be more.
An arrow from the gods! Did I greet it?
In some past life, did I curse a man?

What damage did I cause to have the
gods take my wife early?
leaving me at my knees.
I have no time for inexorable judgement.

I have only cold despair.
I stand at the cliff as it crumbles
I sit on the rocks as the tide tantrums
I am a man of choice. I am no god’s toy.

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Mind Food Monday: Zimbardo and time.

Brain Bites – Professor Philip Zimbardo

As I’m off being an obnoxious tourist, this episode of Mind Food Monday will be slipped into your acoustic canals by Philip Zimbardo (@PhilZimbardo), professor of psychology at Stanford University. Here he discusses different attitudes towards time and how these attitudes impact our lives. Video courtesy of the gorgeous people at RSA. Visit their website to keep up to date with new lectures and articles. You can also subscribe to their YouTube channel (highly recommended), follow them on Twitter or catch new content via their Facebook page.

Past, present or future orientated, which are you and how does it impact your quality of life?